yeah, yesterday was my birthday. Got a haircut (and actually shaved). I had to go to the DMV because I procrastinated on renewing my license (new picture-hence the reason for grooming myself today). Only took 15 minutes. Caught my roomate's gf listening to 50 cent. hahahaha. hung out with my family for a little while. I love my niece. My birthday depressed me terribly though. Prolly gonna be single forever. Amy rescued me from a probable suicide attempt (j/k) and took me to Ruby's Diner for dinner. Told her I was planning on re-enlisting. She wasnt happy, but what-can-ya-do. Hung out a bit at Mocha Marketplace. went to escondido from there. Prolly gonna try to go rock climbing today. Since I dont have a gf to stroke my ego I might as well do the "climb the wall faster than everyone else kinda ego boost"........if you will. Ugh. Thanks to a particular girl (not who you think) for stringing me along. Just what i need right now first attempt out of the gate. Briefly considered the priesthood since i am convinced I will never have sex again. Again, very briefly. Nope, re-enlisting is the way to go. I seriously need to be out of the loop on a lot of things that hurt me or otherwise bother me. Iraq is perfect for that. Give me time to forget and in some cases forgive. well, thats my update.